Monday, July 17, 2006

Catching Up (a little more)

The broad outline of my day was as follows:
  • Got up after four hours of sleep (or was it 3 1/2?).
  • Went to church. Crucifer during Mass.
  • Took another picture of the new curate, this time with her eyes open.
  • Attended reception brunch for curate Angela.
  • Dropped off friends at B&N
  • Reverted another edit on the Barbara Bauer article with unsourced attacks on TNH. Responded to another charge of pro-TNH bias from Mark.
  • Went to see Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest with John. Thought about Black Rose Kate.
  • Had a late lunch/early dinner with John.
  • Went shopping with John.
  • Went to bed. Slept for 3 hours.
  • Went to office. Worked (mostly) from 10 PM to 12:50 AM.
  • Came home. Edited and posted the picture of Rev. Angela.
  • Wrote an important email.
  • Checked my Wikipedia watchlist but didn't post any edits.
  • Posted updated Clergy page and correct Seasons page.
  • Started the few dishes from today soaking, so I can wash them as soon as this entry is posted.
  • Wrote this list.
  • Washed the dishes while I waited for the monsoon clouds picture to upload.

Mount Lemmon, seen from rooftop mall parking
The monsoon so far this year is annoying me. There's been a lot of humidity, but not all that much rain. Power fluctuations and outages from the few storms and the overtaxed power grid have killed John's year-old external hard drive and our one-month old DVD recorder. John bought a UPS along with his replacement hard drive, but he lost a lot of downloads, and has had some trouble with the new drive, too. The DVD recorder hasn't worked well from the start, but that's no excuse for it to stop working, just because it was on pause when the power went out.

And, of course, the tree probably fell because of seasonal weather. John rented a power saw Saturday as I slept, and cut the wood into bite size chunks. Yes, we will be buying a new fruit tree, in the fullness of time. Right now John is concentrating on getting the library shelving started, in between electronics traumas.


Still, I like the pictures I get this time of year. The photos above were taken on the roof of the covered parking at Park Place Mall, late this afternoon. I accidentally uploaded the first of the monsoon mountain photos without resizing it first, so if you click on it, fair warning, it's probably gonna be big.

Good night!

Karen

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Catching Up (a little)

I got nearly 11 hours of sleep since my last entry. The clean dishes have been put away, the dirty dishes have been washed except for one dog food can (which is soaking; I'm afraid of it), and the laundry is in the dryer. I've thrown away some trash, and moved the recycling to the vicinity of the full recycling bin. I never did get the church schedule page updated, but I've uploaded the clergy page with our new curate on it, using one of the photos with her eyes closed rather than the black and white one. That's not a very big list of accomplishments for the day, but it's a start. I hope to have a much better report for you tomorrow night.

I think my new mail count on this screen name was 75 when I got up today. It's 57 now, which isn't much improvement. For tonight's posting, I'm just going to make a quick stab at one item in my backlog, a Writer's Weekly Question from a week ago.

Writer's Weekly Question #22:
How do you deal with balancing your writing with watching television, or using other technologies? Do those things work as distractors or as enhancers to your creative process? Explain your answer (as if you didn't know to do that).

I actually made my first stab at answering this over on the AOL version of Pat's journal, Here, There and Everywhere. I wrote:

Like pretty much anything else people do for recreation, tv and computers can educate, stimulate creativity, and relieve stress. They can also suck up every minute of your free time - if you let them. If the only thing you want to do with that time is enjoy yourself, then there's no problem. If there's something you aren't getting done because you're doing this instead, that's a problem. But it's not the tv or the computer that's the problem. If you are putting off writing or housework or whatever, that's the problem. If you weren't watching tv, you'd probably find another way to avoid the writing or the housework!

I'm actually not a big watcher of tv any more, despite the fact that I interrupted the writing of this entry to watch the first episode of Doctor Who Series One (2005), "Rose." I just got the DVDs from Amazon today, and the temptation to watch one ep was too much for me. But I haven't watched a single episode of Lost or Desperate Housewives or Numb3rs or Alias or Veronica Mars or American Idol or...well, you get the idea, from beginning to end. I've watched a few seconds, maybe as much as five minutes here and there, but that's all. The only shows I actually set out to watch these days are House, MD (when it's not in reruns), Stargate SG-1 (ditto) and Doctor Who (when available).

Nevertheless, it's pretty obvious that tv, the Internet, computer or video games and even books can suck up all your time. My particular poison at the moment is Wikipedia, but I've had the same exact problem with blogging, Star Trek, Buffy, computer Monopoly and mah-jong, writing and editing fanzines, and even reading Madeleine L'Engle novels. The sad and dangerous thing is that I'm thinking seriously of rereading my L'Engles. The saving grace, if there is one, is that I've read them so many times that I'm unlikely to pull any all-nighters reading them this time around. It could easily take me six months to get through them all, as opposed to the six days I used to spend on them.

Jessica's underlying question, though, provocatively stated as "Is There Something Sucking out Your Brain?", refers to the same attitude that led to such expressions as "vast wasteland," "electronic babysitter" and "the idiot box." People may indeed sit on the couch for hours, passively taking in other people's imaginings rather than producing their own. But how many of those people who have been writing great fiction in those hours, had tv not been available? And how many watched an episode of Doctor Who or M*A*S*H or Lost or Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and were inspired by it to write something of their own? It might be a critique, or fan fiction, or something with no more in common with the original than a related concept: "What if George Bush were an alien?" "What was medicine like in the time of Leonardo?" "What if vampires organized a union for better pay and working conditions?" And so on.

We need input to write. If we go by that gross oversimplification "Write what you know," and we avoid the "distractions" of popular culture, our fiction is likely to be confined to the boring, constrained world of going to work, coming home, washing the dog, feeding the kids. Add in books and tv, magazines and the Internet, and our world is immensely broadened, along with what we "know." We can't all run around the globe, and see firsthand the insides of pyramids, castles on the Rhine, the park where Poppins might have taken the Banks children, the streets of Jerusalem, lions hunting for zebra, and on and on. We can't personally go to the moon or Mars, and we sure as heck can't see Barsoom or Pern or Mâvarin. But books and magazines, tv and the Web can bring all these things to us. Then our mysterious, wonderful brains can assimilate all this material, and synthesize something new from it. We don't have to know where it comes from, this idea about a physics student who can walk though walls, or a monster who is someone's best friend, or whatever else it may be. But chances are good that the idea will never come if you avoid all those nasty time-suckers entrely.

On the other hand, if you're really going to write, at some point you have to turn off the tv, stop playing The Sims 2 or watching Battlestar Galactica, and start typing words of your own.

Karen

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What's Wrong with Karen?


I have several things to cover tonight, and no energy for any of them, especially in my 90 degree office at 3:23 AM. So I'll try to be brief.

1. What
As I tried to type the subject line (Title: What's Wrong with Karen?) a few minutes ago, Blogger saved the new entry as a draft, either because my finger slipped or all by itself due to a glitch. The new entry just had the word What in the title box, and my refaul Technorati tags in the post itself. Nothing else. I thought about posting it that way, just as an enigma for you to puzzle out, but I decided to get on with writing the entry as planned. I added two photos, and was finishing up a commnt over on AOL when Firefox crashed. That put me back to the "What" version. Weird.

2. I Think You Ought to Know That I'm Feeling Very Depressed.
Have you ever had a day when you struggle to stop considering your faults and failures long enough to get some work done? That was today for me.

Yesterday evening, for a few hours, I was happy. Now, this is not so terribly unusual, although I'm convinced that people often don't notice when they're happy. In this case, though, I was actively enjoying myself, which is in marked contrast to the 24 hours after that.

Here's the story. Ignoring other obligations such as laundry, dishes, sorting the mail and so on, I spent much of the evening scanning a couple of Madeleine L'Engle dust jackets, cleaning them up digitally, and writing my second brand new Wikipedia article, on the L'Engle novel An Acceptable Time. Just as I finished, I got a reminder of a time-sensitive obligation that I should have been doing instead. I had totally forgotten about it, depite having discussed it at length the night before. In doing so I let people down, which is never a good feeling.

Then this morning, as I got ready to leave for work - late as usual, and with dirty hair - I got a call from a credit card company about a payment I'd missed. I scrambled to get out my checkbook, to get it paid by reading off the routing number. (Oh, boy. It just this second occurred to me that this could have been a phishing scam.) In digging for my notebook, I was reminded that I haven't ordered more checks yet. I've been out of them for some time, weeks and weeks.

The day at work was stressful as always. I was sleep-deprived as usual, and depressed over the last night's missed obligation, a near-argument with someone, the credit card bill, the fact that I haven't updated the church web pages or written an entry of The Jace Letters this week, and all the work I can't seem to get caught up on at the office. In my darker moments, like today, some part of me half-expects that someday my boss will fire me, and call security to escort me out the door. The fact that she likes me and says I'm doing a good job doesn't cancel this nasty little fantasy. Add to that the dirty hair, the dirty laundry, the dirty dishes and other stuff, my edema and my increasing weight, and I found I had plenty of faults and failures to think about. Lately I've been getting worse about such things, and I have no idea why. It's not that I've been terribly stressed or terribly depressed. I was very depressed today, but I expect I'll feel better tomorrow. I'm busy, but I've been busier. I'm stressed, but no more than usual. So what's the problem? People keep asking that, and I don't have an answer. The only thing I can think of is that my concentration is shot due to the lack of sleep. Hence the forgotten obligation. Also, some things are easier than others to do when you're really tired. It also messes up the motivation to do what I ought to do. Making myself do something like dishes at 3 AM on a week night is something that just isn't going to happen very often.

Maybe I have no right to put together a Wikipedia entry while other stuff remains undone. But listen, the chores will always expand to fill the time allotted. At least, I assume so. I've never testd the theory, but, you know, actually trying to get all the housework done. What I do know is that writing for Wikipedia, or editing an image, or blogging (when it's going well) is relaxing and enjoyable. It pushes down my guilt and worry and stress for a while, and makes me at least pseudo-happy. Must I give it up? Must I cut back? Every night I pray for discipline, to meet my obligations better. So far, I've failed to improve in this respect. I'm even way behind on my email on my main screen name, let alone the others. Well, I'll catch up this weekend. I'll also sleep in, wash dishes, do laundry, and work on my second novel - I hope Oh, and I promised to go in to work, somehre in there.

Think I can do all that? I'll let you know on Monday how I did.

3. The Best Place to Cure a Dry Throat.
I don't know about you folks, but I'm going through an awful lot of soda these days, mostly diet cola by day, mostly diet orange at night. I've also gone through a lot of jugs of apple juice, until I gave it up this week, ice tea and even diet Kool-Aid. I don't drink alcohol, but I imagine that in hot weather many people crave a good beer, or even a mint julip.

That makes this a a great time of year for the newest Round Robin Photo Challenge topic, as suggested by Maryanne of Inside the Gilded Cage: "Ye Old Watering Hole." I do most of my diet soda-drinking at home and at work, but I just admit that I'm often tempted to mosey over to Austin's East or Trevor's Ice Cream for an ice cream soda, a shake, a smoothie or a root beer float. I haven't succumbed yet, but I'm sure I will, if only for the sake of this Challenge. So the rationalization goes, anyway. Heck, I'd also love a virgin pina colada, or even a pina colada Eegee's.

So, what's your drink of choice this time of year, and where's your favorite place to drink it? Do you have a favorite neighborhood bar, or a place that makes really great smoothies? Is Starbuck's your hangout of choice, in winter as well as summer? Or do you prefer going across town, to that place where you can watch an indie band and sip an exotic cocktail at the same time?

If you'd like to participate in this newest Round Robin Challenge, Round Robin blog. There you can read about the topic, and updates on the rules, and leave your RSVP in comments. Be sure also to check out the Welcome and Rules of Play entry. The rules changed a little this week, and you'll need to know what the latest tweaks are about. It's nothing too hard, really! Mostly we're asking you to post at the proper time (in this case, no sooner than Wednesday, July 26th, or up to a week afterward), and not to paste anything from the Round Robin blog into yours, except for the Linking List and the fellow shown at right.

Now, go be photographers! Meanwhile, though, I'm going to bed!

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Friday, July 14, 2006

Tuffy Tuffy Toro!

Weekend Assignment #120: Do a Web search on a pet's name and let us know some of the interesting things that pop up. It doesn't necessarily have to be a current pet -- if you've got a previous pet whose name will elicit more interesting Web results, by all means use that one instead. Extra credit: Tell us an interesting name of a pet that wasn't your own.

When I just Google "Tuffy," I get a page that's almost entirely boring businesses and products:

As I'm sure you can guess, the only items on the list that I'm at all interested in are the Annie Oakley one (where Tuffy is the title of an episode), and baseball player Tuffy Rhodes. Outfielder Karl "Tuffy" Rhodes was actually a Tucson Toro in 1992. He wasn't great as a Toro: .260, 1 HR, 5 SB. He also spent parts of six seasons in the major leagues, playing for the Cubs, the Astros and others. His main claim to fame is from his ten years playing in Japan. He learned Japanese, improved his workout routine and hitting technique, and ended up one of the greatest greatest gaijin (westerner) sluggers in Japanese baseball history. He even tied Sadaharu Oh's Japanese League single season home run record with 55. Good goin', Tuffy!

When I search for "Tuffy Toro," the results get a bit better. The first one is actually a page of mine, with a couple of Tuffy pictures on it. The second one is a 1995 Tucson Weekly article about the Tucson Toros. It mentions "Tuffy Toro," but is really referring to Tuffy the Toro, the great mascot after whom my Tuffy is named. #3 is a place that sells tractors and lawn mowers (including Toro brand), and toy tractors in a Tuffy's Toy Box section of their site. Tuffy UK apparently had a Chicago area gig in June, at a place that previously hosted something or someone called "Toro, Toro, Toro!!!" The next result is my LiveJournal "userpics," followed by links to the Tucson Sidewinders and Tucson Toros entries on Wikipedia, which are among the first pages I ever worked on over there. And finally, there's a bio from a sportscaster at local tv station KOLD, Scott Kilbury, who reads great significance into the time he beat Tuffy the Toro in a race around the base paths.

Eh. This Tucson Toros stuff means something to me, but I doubt that it means anything to most of you, except maybe Howard and Linda. So let's get on with the Extra Credit question. I'm sorry to say I have nothing exciting there, either. My ex-boyfriend Bob once had a black cat named Dis (a Roman god of the underworld), and threatened to name another one Dat. Sara has a cat named Madmartigan, after the Val Kilmer character in Willow. I like his nickname: MarMar. And my brother Steve once had a parakeet named Dewey Two - but only because it was the second one called Dewey.

Oh, and I should probably mention that the two photos are of my own Tuffy Toro (of course), taken on Tuesday right after the tree pictures.

Karen

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Watch Out For That Tree!

hummer in context

I don't suppose many people remember the series of pictures I posted last fall of a couple of hummingbirds in the dead grapefruit tree in our back yard. It's a really interesting-looking tree, very dark and twisty and spooky.

An experimental shot of the tree at dusk, desaturated.

It used to be, anyway. I loved to look at the thing, and occasionally photograph it. It made an interesting backdrop for pictures of birds, but it was also really interesting looking by itself.

Another shot from the same dusk. January 23, 2006.

Yesterday when I came home from work, John said, "Go look in the back yard before you settle inside." Wondering, I went, half expecting to see a lost dog or something like that.

The dead tree is larger than life, now that it's horizontal.

Instead I saw the dead tree on the ground, on its side, taking up even more room that it did then it was upright. Thrashers and sparrows and other birds flew out of it as I approached.

It was so big that it was hard to get a sense of it all. It completely blocked the back yard, lying against the ladder, which lay against the house. Only Tuffy could slip past into the rest of the back yard, what little there was of it.


Finally I opened the gate to the area around the empty pool. From there I could finally get a good look at the base of the tree. John's shovel lay by the base of the trunk, as if it had been used to dig it up. John says he probably left it lying against the trunk.


We don't know what happened, or when. The last picture I took with the tree in it was this one on July 1st at dawn. But I was in the back yard taking post-storm pictures on July 5th. If the tree had been down by then, I would have noticed, right? Especially since I was out taking pictures of sunset and storm damage. I'm not so oblivious that I'd have missed a whole tree in my own back yard. Or am I?

When we first moved into this house 12 years ago, this tree still produced grapefruit. We're not sure what happened after that, but John was unable to save it. It's been dead for years. Still, I'll be sorry to see it go. I'm sure the birds will miss it, too.

Time for John to go rent a chainsaw, I guess. With the tree where it is, he can't even take the trash out.

Karen

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Round Robin: Meet Me Down on Main Street

It's time for the latest Round Robin Challenge! This one comes to us from Cosette of Pandora's Bazaar. The topic: Americana!

In-N-Out Burger, somewhere in California

I had all sorts of ideas swirling through my head on this one, even as recently as early this evening. One angle I seriously considered was fast food. What could be more American than a retro-style hamburger or hot dog stand?

A little restaurant and soda fountain in Magdalena, New Mexico

Or how about Coke memorabilia and other items from a bygone era in American popular culture?

If this were first thing in the morning,
some of these people would be running.

Ultimately, though, I decided on pictures of a place with "U.S.A." in the name. Loosely inspired by Marceline, Missouri circa 1900, it's a street that millions of people walk or ride down every year. Sometimes they are in a hurry to get to the end of it. They barely look around as they pass the fire station, the opera house, the movie theatre and all those shops.


Waiting for a tree-lighting ceremony, Christmas Eve 2005

Other times, they hang out in the street or at its edge, waiting for something to happen. Or they wander around, looking or shopping and hanging out. This street rewards such attention with lots of fun, funny or nostalgic touches.

If they're a marching band, why are the musicians sitting down?

If you're there at the right time of day, there will be a parade, or even a band concert, like this one on the Fouth of July, 2003.

The tree has been lit. Now what?

And at Christmas the place can be pretty magical.

So where is this street? Do you even have to ask? This is Main Street U.S.A. at Disneyland. All the Disney theme parks have something like it, but this is the one Walt Disney himself oversaw, and actually walked (or drove) on. He even had an apartment above the fire department.

Walt is long gone, but it's still a pretty cool place, and very American. I want to go back there, as soon as possible!

Karen

Now go see what the other Robins have done with this great topic:

Round Robin Linking List
Links on the word "Posted" are to the specific entries.

Cosette
Pandora's Bazaar - Posted!
http://pandorasbazaar.blogspot.com

Carly
Ellipsis...Suddenly Carly - Posted!
http://ellipsissuddenlycarly.blogspot.com

Karen
Outpost Mâvarin - Posted!
http://outmavarin.blogspot.com/

Julie
Julie's Web Journal - Posted!
http://www.barrettmanor.com/julie/journal.aspx

Valorie
RetrospectUSA - Posted!
http://journals.aol.com/redbird914/RetrospectUSA/

Maryanne
Inside The Gilded Cage - Posted!
http://insidethegildedcage.blogspot.com

Pamela
My Photos - Posted!
http://journals.aol.com/lanurseprn/myphotos/

Brad ***Welcome, New Member***
we.is - Posted!
http://we-is.blogspot.com/

Tammy
The Daily Warrior - Posted!
http://mylifeasawarrior.blogspot.com

Suzanne
New Suzanne R's Life - Posted!
http://newsuzannerslife.blogspot.com

Steven
(sometimes) photoblog - Posted!
http://sepintx.blogspot.com

Connie
MOMENTS TO REMEMBER - Posted!
http://journals.aol.com/maxsox5/MOMENTSTOREMEMBER/

Janet ***Welcome, new member***
Fond of photography - Posted!
http://fondofphotography.blogspot.com

Amy
My life and pictures - Posted!
http://journals.aol.com/roketpopgirl/mylifeandpictures/



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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

The Beautiful Briny Sea


Your Monday Photo Shoot: Go under the waves (or at least pretend to) and take a picture relating to something aquatic. Fish are always nice, but anything you'd usually find underwater will work. It's okay if they're not real. Work with what you've got.

Okay. I've been exploring and playing around a bit for this one. Here are the results:

Resurfacing in 2007This is a 2005 version of the wall blocking the view of the Submarine Lagoon at Disneyland. I also have a 2003 version. John and I were on the original Submarine Voyage the very last night it operated, back in September 1998. The lagoon lay dormant for years, but last year we peeked through a barrier up by the Monorail, and saw mounds of dredged up dirt, as they prepared to put in the Finding Nemo update of this classic ride.

Here's the lagoon in 2003, with two versions of the coming attraction wall superimposed over the submarine loading area.


And finally, here's a little Museum of the Weird action for your viewing pleasure. These ceramic fish are on John's bathroom wall. I superimposed a couple of other shots and fiddled wth color and other effects to try to put the fishies under water.

Hey, it's only 2:13 AM. That's better than last night's 3 AM. Goodnight!

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